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seering pain
I wish I knew people were reading this, sometimes. Other times it scares me deeply to imagine that someone's peeking in my window, even through a browser. Right now, I know I'm "fishing." I'm seeking approval, affirmation, some artifical measure of self-worth as a crutch. Any little bit of an edge. Any little advantage. I cannot let this depression win.
I feel like I see too much, too far, too deep. I'd never give it up, but I wonder if maybe that's not where some of my troubles come from. There are things people would prefer you not know about them. Sometimes ignorance really would make life better.
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